9.26.2008

to have and not to hold.

My eyes are burning from the lack of sleep while tossing and turning in unfamiliar territory.

Confusion it's not. Everything is quite lucid actually.

I'm just pissed it's something I can't have, and had been given the chance of calling it my own without even me "knowing it". I should've played my cards right when my gut told me to do so. It all plays out in the grand scheme of things. Fuck that.

Should I even play mind games now?

2 comments:

angel said...

mind games are horrendous!

cryptic post, but i feel the frustration... hope it gets better, pau.

talk to you soon... hugs.

lazydog said...

i know... playing mind games might even burn me in the end... so, i guess not.

it's actually sort of trivial. then again, it maybe goes beyond that. argh. i should stop now.